I feel like I’ve been a caged animal, hemmed in by too much love and mismatched desire.
I have fully understood for the need to create sufficient space for myself to digest and percolate on the issues of the day.
I had gone from nothing to everything in a very short space of time.
- Why am I so impatient?
- I must work on being more patient!
- Affirmation: I am infinite patience!
- Patience creates space
- Space is desirable
It helps when I feel that things are not drastic.
During drastic periods I get very paranoid and urgent.
I want to offload and dump information at other’s feet. I do it in such a way they have little choice but to come along for the ride.
- I think I am an energy bully.
- I am a recovering bully.
- I forgive the bullies!
I was bullied at school and it is time to do some cleansing work on the earlier periods of my life.
It is time for me to reconnect with my innocence again.
This is shrouded from view at the most stressful moments and that shield prevents positive movement.
The moment I am able to let down my shields, more and more quickly I see the swift return of my soft vulnerable side.
By now I have been through enough (don’t stop till you get enough!!) and am more resillient to shame than ever before and this is a really good thing!
I know I am avoiding hard work. Why is this?